Mrs. Boström

Heart that talks

2008-11-09T23:58:00.003-03:00

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person who will punish you if you make a mistake
Instead, he will give you time to think , give you space to breathe then he will ask you
"can we talk my sweet?"

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person who will ask a lot of questions for his own sake
Instead, he will try to connect and feels you and tell you...
"I know how you feel, I understand you even if you don't tell."

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person who will force you to do what he wants
Instead, he sets aside all his priorities for you and ask you...
"What do you wanna do today?"

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person who keeps himself safe first
instead, he protects you and will tell you
"Just hold on, I will keep you safe."

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person who's just waiting for you to do things for him
instead.. he will wake you up in the morning, tickle you with a kiss and whisper to your ear
"You deserve a beautiful sunshine, cool breeze and a coffee with me in the balcony."

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person who will get mad every time you forget ... your promises or simply just the things he told you
But no worries...his gonna help you remember. (then you are lucky) =)

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person who will embarrass you in front of everybody when you misunderstood some subjects that they were talking about
instead...he will ask you nicely to go to some corner and he will explain the subject that they were talking about calmly with a lil laugh to make you feel okay.

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person who will judge you when you say a little lie
instead... he will make you feel that he always believes in you.
So you keep that trust and tell the truth in return

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person who's always ready to make you feel sad when he's sad
instead...he gives you a chance to make him smile.

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person who will leave you whenever you are confused
instead... he will poke your shoulder and tell you
"you know that i love you.... tell me your worries."

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person that will make you worry or make you feel insecure
instead..he will tell you
"i feel lucky to have you. i'm sad when you are sad and when you're happy it's my perfect day ."

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person who doesn't give you a chance to do what makes you happy
instead...he makes it possible to give whatever makes you feel complete and tells you
"you're gonna be happy with me."

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person who will deny his negative actions
instead...he will be deeply sorry and tell you
"i know i made a mistake... i'll fix it and 'will make it up to you. i'm sorry."

A man that truly loves you is not the kind of person who always want to win the fight but will try his best to survive and tell you...
"CEASE FIRE! I LOVE YOU!" =D

A man that truly loves you is the only man who always remember that he loves you
no matter the consequences
no matter what....

And a man that truly loves you will be the only one you will truly love...FOREVER and EVER!

Cold and Lonely

2008-09-23T22:47:00.002-03:00

it's not good eating alone
and mostly sleeping alone...
in times like this
i need a bag of sunshine
to bring back that sweet smile.

Thinking Deep

2008-09-01T04:58:00.003-03:00

Someone told me that I am the angel of happiness
That I am Lucky.
But Looking in every cold corner without soul of joy
The heart I have inside me is crying in Pain
starting to feel hate,
and it's starting to get numb....
It's time to stop asking fo' trust
i will never have it anyway
even if i'm not trying.
I'm Tired.....
really tired.
Looking back...
maybe the happiness will still live inside me.
I am no good.
Now i bow my head and close my eyes
for tomorrow will be the day.

Crazy American? Idols?

2008-08-31T13:22:00.002-03:00

Mary Roach VS. Mary Cockroach =)

jag gillar den här tjejen

2008-08-28T05:23:00.000-03:00

AMANDA JENSEN singing "that's alright mama"-Elvis Presley

Family

2008-08-23T21:50:00.005-03:00

mom and dad
I could never imagine how i could be relaxed
I don't need to wait in the corner to feel welcome
because no matter the distance you embraced me with your arms wide open
I don't need to be the most outstanding person
because with you i can decide on whoever or whatever i wanna be
I don't need to tell you everything that is good
because with you the important thing is i am happy.
again.....thank you.

The motion that blows my mind

2008-08-22T21:55:00.002-03:00

Carrot

2008-08-20T11:37:00.002-03:00

FRAGILE

2008-08-19T14:39:00.003-03:00

hand closed so tight
movements trying to think, every inch
feeling unsure of such doubts you hold
are you riding in the same vehicle,
are you in the same path?
from one corner to another
you look on all sides
why do you care?
there's nothing in there that can make you smile
nothing in there to hope for
it's the same as walking on the same street
going in the same direction
why do you care?
you might see the same faces everyday
but you will not notice them anyway.
forever will never be forever if you leave
when will you feel safe and secure?
why do you care?
your heart's surrounded with guilt and despair
will you continue to live if you will be fair?
when does a "you" occur
when all you do is wrong
why do you care?

"Once upon a time" by Gabriel Okara

2008-08-19T06:22:00.002-03:00

Once upon a time,
they used to laugh with their hearts
and laugh with their eyes:
but now they only laugh with their teeth,
while their ice-block-cold eyes
search behind my shadow.

There was a time indeed
they used to shake hands with their hearts:
but that’s gone,
Now they shake hands without hearts:
while their left hands search
my empty pockets.

‘Feel at home’! ‘Come again’:
they say, and when I come
again and feel
at home, once, twice,
there will be no thrice –
for then I find doors shut on me.

So I have learned many things,
I have learned to wear many faces
like dresses – homeface,
officeface, streetface, hostface,
cocktailface, with all their conforming smiles
like a fixed portrait smile.

And I have learned too
to laugh with only my teeth
and shake hands without my heart.
I have also learned to say, ‘Goodbye’,
when I mean ‘Good-riddance’;
to say ‘Glad to meet you’,
without being glad; and to say ‘It’s been
nice talking to you’, after being bored.

But believe me,
I want to be what I used to be
when I was like you. I want
to unlearn all these muting things.
Most of all, I want to relearn
how to laugh, for my laugh in the mirror
shows only my teeth like a snake’s bare
fangs!

So show me,
how to laugh; show me how
I used to laugh and smile
once upon a time when I was like you.

3 Pyramids of Calamba, Laguna

2008-08-17T00:25:00.003-03:00

Two drunk men notice us while we're taking photos of the 4 pillars
man#1: hey they're taking photos of the 3 pyramid
man#2: what 3 pyramid? that's 4 stupid!

me: hahahahahahahahaha

Fixed broken heart

2008-08-14T21:59:00.003-03:00

Take me away from here...

2008-08-11T07:35:00.001-03:00

I'm playing

2008-08-05T22:53:00.001-03:00

Mmmmm.. I wonder how am i gonna solve the puzzle. Hihi :P

Barn

2008-08-04T11:20:00.005-03:00

when did you start working?

Just a simple Compass

2008-08-02T20:00:00.003-03:00

We've been to this "office supplies" shop at Robinsons sta. rosa
my dear and i were lookin' fo' a compass, just a simple one ,
and we can't really find a working compass that is cheap.
we checked every section and on this glass closet we found it.
since it's locked we asked for assistance
sales person #1 came and i asked him if we can check on the compass
he replied..."sorry ma'm wala po kaming compass."
(sorry mam we don't have a compass)
(hahaha...my first laugh)
reminded me about the old folks saying "kung ahas yan tinuklaw ka na."
(if it would've been a snake it's attacking you already)
I pointed him the compass that's inside this glass
(and laughing inside me)
and he said "ah!"
he asked the sales person#2 for the key
and the sales person #2 asked me "ano po kailangan nila mam?"
(what do you need mam?)
and i said the same thing "check ko lang sana yung compass"
(wanna check out the compass)
and she apologized "ay...sorry mam wala po kaming compass."
(sorry mam we don't have a compass)
(waaaaaaaaaa..... hahahaha!!!!)
i can't help my self but laugh, laugh,laugh
and said it loud "and she said the same thing!!! hahahaha!!!"
we were laughing all the way.
but my darling got a working compass anyway
so it's worth the crazy laugh over the two sales persons.
still laughing...hahahaha

Gomorron

2008-07-31T21:00:00.004-03:00

Lovely morning wakes me up with happy smiling faces =)
shouting "hello claire...you're so beautiful. picture...picture" hihi

Kapit-bahay Natin ito

2008-07-31T04:01:00.008-03:00

meron akong kapit-bahay nagtatrabaho daw sya sa MERALCO bilang kahera.
graduate daw sya ng accountant, pinagmamalaki diploma nya.
mahigpit daw kase ang meralco mag-hire ng empleyado
kailangan ang "required-field" sa simpleng job vacancy.
nagbayad ako ng koryente ngayon
may ilang katanungan sana ako para lang malaman kung ano ang laman ng utak ng kahera
sagot nya sa akin " pumunta ka sa customer service."
nagulat ako kase hindi ako graduate ng accountant at hindi ako nagtatrabaho sa meralco
pero sa tingin ko kaya kong sagutin ang mga simpleng katanungan ng isang costumer.
hindi ako pumunta ng customer service section nila
dahil alam ko naman na ang sagot, pinaglalaruan ko lang ang "required-field" ng trabaho ng bawat empleyado.

sa terminal ng trike, may mamang nagtitinda ng mani
habang namimili ng iba't-ibang klase na lutong mani ni manong
naisip kong paglaruan ang isip nya...
habang nakikipagdaldalan sya sa mamang nagtitinda ng mais
marami akong pinili at ang halaga ng pinili ko ay 45 pesos
inabot ko ang 100 pesos at di na sya nag-isip ng i-abot nya ang 55 pesos sa akin
(habang nakikipagdaldalan sa isang kapwa tindero)
natuwa ako sa mama at kinausap ko sya...
tinanong ko kung gaano na sya katagal nagtitinda ng mani
sabi nya mahigit isang taon pa lang at yun ang ibinubuhay nya sa pamilya nya
kumita lang sya ng 200 pesos sa isang araw buhay na sila ng pamilya nya.
gipit pero nabubuhay naman daw sila.
hindi daw sya graduate ng elementarya kaya gusto nyang makatapos ng pagaaral ang matalino nyang anak na 1st honor last year.
natuwa akong iwanan ang masayahing mukha ni manong.
marami akong natutunan sa kwento nya kahit graduate ako ng college.

galing ako ng hospital sa may laspinas kasama ko boyfriend kong foreigner
nagulat ako sa mga nurse na nagtatrabaho dun.
lahat ay nakatingin sa boyfriend ko at kinikilig
walang pakialam kung nandyan ang girlfriend o wala.
lumapit ako sa front desk
halos ayaw akong pansinin ng mga nurse
tinatarayan ako, nakakatawa lang kase mukha na silang tanga kakatingin sa boyfriend ko.
ang hirap lang tanggapin kase akala nila napulot lang ako sa ermita ng boyfriend ko.
(hahaha)
nagtanong ako ng several procedures ng hepa test na kailangan ko i-take
walang makasagot sa tanong ko
may lumapit na doctor at tinanong ako kung ano ba ang procedures na kailangan ko
natawa ako kase...ako nga ang nagtatanong kung ano ang procedures dahil hindi ko alam
ang sagot nya sa akin "marami kasing procedure yan...ano ba kailangan mo?"
nainis ako sa bobong doctor at mga nurses ng hospital na yun.
naging monster ako at sinagot ko sya " what's my question?"
napataas ang kilay at pinapunta nya ako sa lab ng medtech nila.
para na akong iiyak sa loob dahil salbahe talaga ang mga nurse
halos hindi ako pansinin
nakatayo ako sa harap ng door ng lab nila
habang pinagpapantasyahan nila ang boyfriend ko.
finally pinalapit ako ng isang medtech at tinawag akong "ganda...ikaw na next"
aha! insecure pala sobra ang mga bruha sa akin.
kung anu-ano ang pinagsasabi sa akin sa loob about hepa.
tinanong nya kung saan sa america ang boyfriend ko
nung sinabi ko "he's not from america...he's from sweden."
(ano ba yun...lahat ng puti akala ng pinoy eh HEY JOE..)
biglang jump into idiot conclusion si bruha
"ay...mag-ingat ka baka mahawa ka sa aids nyan... may nabasa akong libro about sweden na meron silang school of prostitution."
huuuuwaaattt?????
hindi na ako nag salita halos gusto ko ng tumalon at hilain ang boyfriend ko palabas.
(excuse me....ang alam ko masyadong strict sa mga nakakahawang sakit ang sweden
at hindi nila kailangan magpa-test ng hepa dun dahil walang hepa sa sweden
it doesn't exist there. bobo talaga ang nurse na yun... akala nya pag hawak nya ang libro
hawak nya ang mundo. gosh...hindi na sya nahiya sa boyfriend ko at sa akin para sabihin yun.. alam ko sabi ng pinsan kong nurse even doctors dito sa pinas nagchi-cheat sa mga medical test nila kasi nakakahiya pag nalaman ng co-workers nila kung aids/hepa/HIV + sila. I just took the test para i-prove sa boyfriend ko na non-reactive ako. "i dare everyone to take the test too.")
i realized na mali ang pinuntahan naming ospital.
puro bobo mga tao do'n.
after ng blood sucking...bumalik ako sa front desk para magbayad.
ang bill ko ay 1720 pesos.
binigyan ko ang mataray na nurse ng 2020 pesos
nagulat ako ng binalik nya sa akin ang 20 pesos
tinawag ko sya "miss??" at inaabot ang 20 pesos
sinagot ako ng pataray "yes!!!!!???"
pinakita ko sa kanya ang receipt at sabi ko " 1720 pesos ang bill ko... kaya kita binigyan ng 20."
tinanggap nya ang 20 at naglabas ng calculator.
naalala ko si manong na naglalako ng mani.
"OH MY GOD~!!"
yun po ay graduate ng perpetual help college
apat o hangang limang taon na tinapos ang kurso sa nursing o medisina.
hindi po ako nurse at hindi din po mayaman magulang ko para pag-aralin ako ng medisina
pero marunong po ako mag 1+1, 1x1, 22 at 2020-1720 ng walang gamit na calculator.
na-shock ang boyfriend ko sa mga nangyare....hahahaha =)

habang nagda-drive pauwi kumuha ako ng card sa toll teller
may napansin ako sa toll teller
mukhang boring ang trabaho nya at madali lang
nakaupo lang, bigay ng card, tanggap ng bayad at bigay ng sukli
kahit disable people kayang gawin ang trabaho nya
bakit kaya hindi bigyan ng chance ang mga disable para mag ka-trabaho?
siguro naman may test para sa qualification ng empleyado na kaya din ng disabled persons
nakakatuwa siguro yun.
laging may happy meal sa wheel chair si manong at manang =)

dumaan ako sa waltermart sta. rosa para mamili sa supermarket nila ng gatas
nakita ko ang kaibigan ng lil brother ko.
bagger sya sa supermarket
naalala ko ang bata na yun na nagsabi sa akin
"gusto kong makatapos ng college para maging engineer."
tinanong ko siya kung nakatapos na sya ng college
sabi nya hindi pa at nasa 2nd year level pa lang sya.
tinanong ko sya kung pwede nyang ipasok ang kapatid ko sa supermarket kahit bager lang
ang sagot nya sa akin " kasi ate kailangan college level ang tinatanggap nila."
nagulat ako sa impormasyon na narinig ko.
yun ba ang future ng mga bata ngayon?
kaya ba nawawalan ng pagasa sa buhay ang mga batang kagaya ng kapatid ko
kaya mas gusto nilang magmulot ng basura, mamalimos sa kalye dahil hindi sila nakatapak sa college?
dahil pag nasa college level ka ...pwede ka ng maging bagger? o magtrabaho sa mcdonalds at jollibee para maglinis ng sahig? para bitbitin ang order ng customer? (kahit kaya naman ng customer) para magprito ng manok? para balibaliktarin ang hamburger patties? para maging sales person at sundan ang customer sa likod habang nageenjoy syang mag window shopping?
para makipag-kumpulan sa mga 100 empleyado ng SM department store na merong 15-20 customers?
call center agents, artista at pulitiko na lang 'ata ang kumikita ngayon eh...

Oh cummon hypocrite world.
stop play-acting.
grabe naman ang discrimination dito.
nakakalungkot talaga. kaya parang ayoko na dito
masyadong divided ang soul ng karamihan sa atin.
minsan gusto ko rin sisihin ang roots, ang magulang at ang environment na ginagalawan ko
parang ang hirap mag evolve dito.
kelan ba tayo naging proud at sinabing
" pinoy yan... hindi americanized."
or conceptualized ng kano. hehe
hindi yan base sa libro ng nurse ng laspinas. hehehe
tingnan mo paligid mo...kapit-bahay natin lahat to.

=P

Who's your daddy now?

2008-07-25T23:13:00.004-03:00

I was laughing my ass off when i compared the dvd's that me and my dear bought

My pick:

His Pick:

now tell me what you think... =)

Back to business

2008-07-23T21:51:00.001-03:00

Lightning2

2008-07-21T13:20:00.003-03:00

I thought my dear is trying to take photos of some scene on the street....
not thinking he's not in our balcony, mmmm....
he's at our neighbor's spot, nearly by the stairs
scoping the sky and taking some shots.
and hey! he caught a shooting star.....weeeeeeeeeee....
watch it here >>>>> Lightning

I'm sleepy

2008-07-19T11:01:00.004-03:00

I thought laying on a mattress with no frame is same as sleeping on the floor...then what do you call this?

Kabbalah

2008-07-09T10:32:00.003-03:00

In my life there's music and love
as well as knowledge and more information in growing old.
I feel so special with my partner
I feel happy when he makes hard things so simple and true.
But what did i do in return?
I hope somehow i made him smile
because when he smiles, i feel better
because when he smiles, i feel safe with no worries
and because of him i am just me.
What is the meaning of my life?
the black dot in my heart begun to grow
it bothers me a lot
it's not a feeling of melancholy,
and i know no medicine will cure it.
Rather i am special, maybe.
am i on the move already?

Kabbalah... What is this?

Kabbalah is a science which allows a modern man living in our world to enter the spiritual space - the source of all processes occurring in the material world.

New Neighbor

2008-07-08T00:52:00.004-03:00

A new neighbor, next to our apartment just moved.... their things?????
=)

Real Him

2008-07-05T08:06:00.002-03:00

I miss the real him......

Why are you mad?

2008-07-05T00:02:00.002-03:00

Am i mad?
Sometimes i just look mad but i feel sad on the other way.....
sad that you can't express yourself because some people can't understand
sad that you feel stupid of not knowing things
sad that you feel oppressed by others who thinks they know everything...
then i sound mad on that line...
but i really just feel sad to be here
sorry.
=(

Spider Dream

2008-06-28T02:06:00.003-03:00

I know it is scary but i just wanna know what's it doing in my dreams....
Does anyone know?

Step 0 to 1

2008-06-25T23:31:00.003-03:00

9 hours from now

2008-06-21T10:59:00.003-03:00

I don't know how i really feel today
feel excited...i feel unprepared.
I can't sleep
I grabbed a bottle of wine and opened it
and i can't stop pouring
I realized that 9 hours from now i'm gonna see my love
touch him...
feel him...
ohhh...
I want to see him now...
now....

Child

2008-06-18T23:15:00.003-03:00

Let the children play.
Let them ask and learn
Never show them fear
Protect them with your love

Editorial 2

2008-06-14T09:21:00.001-03:00

hahahhaha!!!
you think it's funny???!!!!

From Editorial Today

2008-06-14T09:16:00.002-03:00

There is something inherently wrong about the global price of oil, which has been hovering at the $125 per barrel level, more or less.

Economists will say it’s all a matter of supply and demand, but today’s prices tell us that another factor is at play here. Greed. Plain and simply, the oil-producing nations of the world are allowing prices to skyrocket because their profits will run in the billions.

As their prices soar, it is the developing nations which will suffer. No one need be reminded that our motherland, the Republic of the Philippines, is a developing country which is almost entirely dependent on imported oil to keep the engines of its economy moving.

A few days ago, the pump prices of oil were raised by P1.50. This is roughly $0.35, which may not mean much for developed countries like the U.S., which can generally absorb such increases with little more than consumers grumbling about high prices. Back home, the abnormally high prices of oil can be a matter of life and death.

Already, the dominos have started to fall. Since the majority of Filipinos depend on public transport to get around, it is not exaggeration to say that most of our countrymen are already feeling the pinch, which is soon to turn into a stranglehold. The latest increase may be a “mere” P0.50, or around $0.012, but the government has indicated that it was inclined to agree to the latest demand of the transport sector for a P2 hike. This translates to $0.5.

Again, by the standards of the West, the amount is peanuts. But to the average Filipino, every little increase hurts. Belts have to be tightened and sacrifices made. It is hard to say when the breaking point will be reached, but it is safe to say that the Philippines is now closer to that point than before.In a few weeks, classes will be resumed and students will have to pay the higher rates. Naturally, it is their parents who will bear the brunt of the latest rounds of fare hikes. With the prices of oil expected to rise rather than fall in the next few months, warning signals are being raised.

At immediate risk is the country’s balance of payments, which is quickly heading towards red ink. The government has also all but given up on the idea of having a balanced budget by 2010.Thus, be it macroeconomic or microeconomic, the rosy picture of the last few years is headed towards gloom.The worst possible scenario for many countries is that the high prices oil will result in runaway inflation, as the prices of all goods and services follow the trail of petroleum products. Today, it is the transport sector which is suffering. It goes without saying that all basic commodities need to be transported nationwide as part of the distribution chain. Sooner, rather than later, food prices will likewise shoot through the roof.

This week, a summit is being held by the United Nations in Rome to address the undeniable fact that where food security is concerned, the world had now reached an “alarming juncture.”There may be multiple and complex causes for the food crisis gripping many nations today, but we submit that high oil prices plays a major role. Without overstressing the point, it all boils down to the high prices of oil, which have more than doubled in a little more than a couple of years.

Once, only doomsayers were predicting that global prices of the precious commodity would head for the frightful $200/barrel barrier. Today, it is acknowledged that it is a matter of when, not if.Not too long ago, U.S. President George Bush had asked Saudi Arabia to increase its production of oil in the hope that such a move would arrest the rise in prices. Saudi Arabia – one of the biggest producers of oil – refused.This Middle Eastern country is not alone. From where we sit, the Organization of Petroleum Exporting Countries, or Opec, is ignoring the serious negative effect that their cartelized overpricing is doing to the rest of the world. Opec must be warned or reminded that their policy could have a boomerang effect on them. In using their commodity to strangle the developing countries of the world, they could be setting the stage for their own collapse.

There is a high price to pay for greed and for forcing weak nations to take desperate measures. Because they are perceived as bullies, the oil-producing nations of the world may get the punishment that all bullies deserve. When push comes to shove, they may not know what hit them.

To long, to far

2008-06-14T08:33:00.004-03:00

I miss him....

I'm trying my blog here

2008-06-13T07:15:00.002-03:00

ScribeFire

The Red Stub

2008-06-13T00:43:00.004-03:00

It was raining so hard yesterday, Everybody's still on the ride i'm riding.. I wonder what's on their mind.
But i think i know they're thinking what i'm thinking..." they want to ask the driver to make the last stop to some sheds or something like a roof-stop..." But no one took the courage to say it...everybody feels like the driver will just complain and won't share some kindness especially for the old ladies on a backseat. I'm on a front seat but also worried who's gonna share some umbrellas??? The gay who's sitting beside me finally took the plunge and asked the driver if he can drop us to some where covered. The driver tried to be nice but i was smiling when he was about to drop us with this spot with big trees that only covers every after hole. (hahaha) I was like...wtf! (excuse me...) is he kidding or just making fun of us? but no he's not.... he actually said "it's better than nothing" and then all of us finally nagged him. (poor driver)
I asked the driver...maybe we could find something better than that? and the gay responded irately..."you know what's gonna happen to us if we go out there, right?" (hahahaha) He was so burned! Then at the "Edsa Shangrila Mall" he made a turn and just dropped us there rushing not to get caught by guards because they weren't allowed to enter that route. Finally we're covered by this ramp on top of us and still we need to run to the mall to get dry a little. After a while the two old ladies offered me to walk with them because they have umbrellas. I walked by with the old nice lady and other lady walked all by herself... the gay looked at us and i felt that he's jealous with me because he's wet walking alone.(hihi) After a walk up to the mall entrance I thank the two old ladies. They're really nice and sweet...But i still got wet because i'm more concerned of covering the old lady than me. Entering the mall I am opening my bag for preparation in checking my things...but the guard didn't open or checked it...she used the other electronic checking thingie. (what a waste of effort) I went straight to the comfort room...somehow to get me and my things dry a little. I was surprise i need to pay P10.00 for comfort room entrance... at first i thought i will get something for free after paying..but i got a red stub that says..."LOUNGE ENTRY PASS" ..mmm... anyway, doing my thing in the comfort room really bothered me a lot because they have no tissue anywhere.. no liquid soap to wash my hands... just a clean, fancy looking comfort room. But I discovered something...There's not to many girls or people inside...hummm... maybe because there's an entrance fee? or maybe because they don't have freebies after paying P10.00. Where will my P10.00 go? I can get P7-8.00 of tissue paper and go to Mcdonalds and use there restroom for free. It was so Crazy! crazy world.

Me

2008-06-12T07:36:00.004-03:00

I have to admit...i'm still sad.
I want to say something but no one's listening.
I feel empty...
I want to quit
I want to surrender
a lot to say...

Word of the day

2008-06-10T06:40:00.003-03:00

And my WORD OF THE DAY......

GROW UPPPPP!!!!!!!!

I don't want to talk for a while!
will wait for me to grow up!

The Real Drama

2008-06-10T06:27:00.005-03:00

GROW UP!!! (ouch!) >(

....cross out the doctor and the president because you don't grow from that....they make you sick.
but whatever you wanna be as long as you're happy and peaceful...you're gonna be okay.

Should i stay or should i Go?

2008-06-10T02:18:00.005-03:00

You keep on leaving me...
when you get sad
when you get mad
i don't understand.
I stayed strong
I stayed solid
that i know this could be an impossible dream
i never gave up on you
up til now
I admitted all my mistakes
I surrender all my guilt
because with you i could start something really good
even if you don't believe me
I am here now...
i am waiting for you
i am yours
now, i don't know if i should stay or go.
do you really love me... that we have to suffer and be angry about my jealousy?
i love you more than that.
I hope you know what you're doing
and i hope i know what i'm doing.
/depress

Stupid me

2008-06-09T18:42:00.002-03:00

I woke up with a scary feeling...
my computer died.
I thought it was broken.
I thought it's not gonna work again.
I was so stupid to know that i had a lil fight after having a sweet time
with my boyfriend and i am so drunk not remembering what i've asked or said.
i turned it off.
Ha!
i am so stupid!
I need to go away....
everything is sad staying here anyway.
hope i get back with a high smile in my face.

What did i do now?

2008-06-09T18:10:00.001-03:00

Psychology test i took

2008-06-09T06:50:00.003-03:00

Multiple Choice:

-once a week or less
-twice a week or more
-daily
-never

can you sit listen or be attentive
or do your thoughts wander away?

-i'll take twice a week or more

do you have difficulty in doing things that's needed to be done??

-once a week or less

do you have problem once a week?

-once a week or less

do you ever get stress or overwhelmed by task that are actually simple?

-never

do your mind flies away on other things when you are reading?

-never

do you get easily abrupted?

-once a week or less

if you're reading something...do you need to read the line again to understand what you've read?

-yes

are you forgetful?

-once a week or less

when it comes to remembering, do you easily forget the entire concept?

-once a week or less

are you extremely frustrated?

-once a week or less

do you have problems with priorities, organizing things or starting

duh!

do you have a tendency of setting things aside?

-twice a week or more

how often do you feel like a nap?

-twice a week or less

are you organize?

-no.

do you need extra time to do your task to your satisfaction?

-twice a week or more

do you forget to do things

-once a week or less

do you criticize your self as lazy?

-never (stupid question)

do you relax if your feeling stress/pressed
in doing your task with uneven outcome?

-twice a week or more

are you sensitive on criticism?

-once a week or less

do you have problems starting things immediately?

-once a week or less

do you get easily annoyed?

-once a week or less

are you thorough to do things in your special way?

-twice a week or more

do you get critics from not doing your best?

-once a week or less (OF COURSE)..unless you're alone =P

do you day dream?

-once a week or less

do you have a hard time in expressing your feelings when you have problems?

-once a week or less

do you easily lose a spark in not finishing task?

-it happened

do you get easily disturbed when you hear some noise?

-twice a week or more

do you wake up early all the time?

-yes

do you undo things when you think it's needed to be corrected?

-twice a week or more

do you feel down?

-twice a week or more

are you a loner?

-twice a week or more

do you believe that other people do not care about what you do?

-never (i don't believe that)

do you skip word or a letter when you write?

do you stare into blank space and seen completely gone?

-never

do you have a sloppy and hard to read handwriting?

-nope

do you forget things?

-once a week or less

does it seem that you don't listen and do people criticize you from it?

-twice a week or more

do other people reminds you the things that you need to do?

-once or less

do you have problems remembering things like important information?

-once a week or less

do you misunderstand instructions in filling up forms?

-once a week or less

do you start things and not follow thru?

-once a week or less

....by the way people they didn't ask....
"ARE YOU CRAZY?"
CRAZY!

Trapped

2008-06-09T05:02:00.002-03:00

I feel trapped.
I can't make a move
I can't think
this is so sad.
I feel trapped
I can't get out
I can't get up
this is scary.
I feel trapped
you wanna save someone
you wanna cry
this is explosion
I feel trapped
I'm happy
but i'm sad
what's happening to me?

Jackass

2008-06-09T03:42:00.004-03:00

Starting my FREE RECIPE
then, i found this---->>> JACKASS DRINK

Jackass recipe

Drink Category
Cocktails
Sub Category
Long drinks

Alternate Names
jackass, jackass, vodka, gin, champagne, soda water, orange juice, lemon juice, drink recipe, drink, recipe, alcoholic drink recipe, cocktail recipe, cocktail, mixed drink, martini

Description

A delicious recipe for Jackass, with vodka, gin, Champagne, soda water, orange juice and lemon juice. Also lists similar drink recipes.

Ingredients

120 ml vodka
20 ml gin
60 ml Champagne
50 ml soda water
25 ml orange juice (with pulp)
20 ml lemon juice

Serving Method

Combine all ingredients in a red wine glass; swirl until mixed. Add several ice cubes and serve.

Serving Glass

Red Wine Glass

Nutritional Info: you think. =P

At Gran'mas

2008-06-08T03:30:00.004-03:00

Give
a word that's striking me right now
i don't know why but i feel it.
in this place, in this home.'

"The most important thing in any relationship is not what you get but what you give... In any case, the giving of love is an education in itself." -Eleanor Roosevelt
...."but you must be fit to give before you can be fit to receive."=P

Coffee

2008-06-07T07:14:00.003-03:00

People...
So hard to understand sometimes. You try hard to dig them but there's always an opening, never ending.
You thought they understand what's happening
You thought they know what they see and do is reality
maybe you're still hopeful.
You walk by the streets and saw some old friends
You said hi, they gave you a smile
what a beautiful response.
some people really close to me doesn't do that to me..
sometimes you just wanna hide every time you see them
like you wanna avoid them.
you don't like the feeling and it bugs you all the time.
I heard from them to much coffee will kill you
(mmmmm....coffee.)
they said that it will make you feel nervous
it will keep you awake
you'll get low blood pressure
and full or maybe not hungry
So every time i see those people close to me, that are evil
i don't need coffee anymore.
(mmmmm....coffee.)
to much of everything will destroy you, that i know. =P
There's also fun on the streets
a kid that i think i know rushed to me and said she have a crown
and i said...ooohhhh, you're a Princess
she said....no. I'm the Queen.
Big dreamer, yes.
well, i wish i win some Grammy award
that's something majestic.
..."i need coffee." =)

Yael Naim "New Soul"

2008-06-06T23:42:00.001-03:00

Song lyrics | New Soul lyrics

Click

2008-06-06T22:49:00.005-03:00

FileFactory.com

The way i feel about the photo

2008-06-06T11:35:00.002-03:00

Away from Doubts...
away from wishful thinking...
away from back pain...
away from sleepless dreams....
away from thinking twice...
away from heartache...
i saw a believer.
you can teach him,
you can lead him,
you can smile with him,
you can be sad with him,
but....you can be safe with him.
he learns fast, he learns quick.
he knows how to listen
he knows how to save you.
he stays strong in a battle
he stands up when he fall.
he hopes for the best
and stays strong for the rest.
It's a believer
the one who never give up
the one who have a heart
the one with dreams
the one with reflection.

Everybody's Changin'

2008-06-05T04:21:00.004-03:00

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

Online Communication

2008-06-05T02:31:00.004-03:00

Free Video Chat and Video conferencing

www.oovoo.com

-Talk face to face
-Send video messages
-FREE to download and use

Made in the philippines with pride!

2008-06-02T05:51:00.002-03:00

I need water

2008-06-02T02:17:00.002-03:00

wooooo....
you're far....
i can't walk anymore.

Laundry room view

2008-06-02T01:19:00.004-03:00

i really like it this way....
but the neighbor on the first floor might complain
=(

What will happen if you eat a paper?

2008-06-01T09:52:00.002-03:00

I felt really bad today...
but i tried to think that it's just a normal pain
after a clinic test and some medicine that i need to take
i found out that i ate a paper without knowing.
these are some answers to the question:

1. Assuming you didn't eat too much, it'll run through your gut and eventually leave as waste. If you eat too much of it, you're liable to block your bowels and end up in the hospital.

Oh, and some papers might contain toxins.

2. It doesn't digest well since it's mostly cellulose like corn. It's called pica when you consistently eat paper. Pica is an eating disorder typically defined as the persistent eating of nonnutritive substances for a period of at least 1 month at an age in which this behavior is developmentally inappropriate.
So don't do it, o.k.?

3. First of all, paper is not edible, but if you're dumb enough to eat it then I'm pretty sure it will just pass through. Otherwise you'll probably get a bad stomach ache and vomit.

4. If you have a cell phone stuck in your ear all the time and you eat paper, you will poop out a fax...

5. You'll poop it out.

"And yes i poop it out.
don't eat paper, lesson learned." -eeewww...nasty. =)

For sale

2008-05-31T06:32:00.004-03:00

they beat me.....
and they live in squatters area.
=)

Old Jokes

2008-05-30T09:29:00.003-03:00

"YOU CALL YOURSELF A: HARD DRIVE? I'VE SEEN TOASTERS BIGGER THAN YOU! NOW DOWNLOAD AND GIVE ME TWENTY!" =P

Why did the geek turn on his computer on a hot day?
-He wanted to open the Windows.

Why did the geek take up photography?
-He wanted his own dork room. =)

Why couldn't the geek type on his computer?
-He lost his keys.

Why did they boy give his teacher a PC?
-The store was out of apples.

What part of the keyboard do astronauts like best?
-The space bar. =P

The queen was having problems retrieving a document from her computer. She called all her ministers into the throne room and asked them what she should do. They went away and debated for hours and hours. Finally, the ministers came up with a solution and dispatched messengers to all four points of the kingdom. These gathered every citizen they could find and brought them all to the castle. The proud ministers made all the women, men, children, and babes in arms stand in a long line and presented them to the queen. "What was the meaning of this?" the irate monarch demanded. "why,"
her chief minister responded, "we thought you were looking for a single file!"

How did the computer feel after it's memory had been upgraded?
-Chipper.

How did the computer buy a new car?
-They all chipped in.

What do you get when you cross a bunny rabbit with the world wide web?
-A hare Net.

What kind of cola do keyboards like?
-Tab.

Why did the geek attach his computer to a fishing rod?
-Someone told him to hook it up.

How do you keep a nerd in suspense?
-I'll tell you later.

Why don't computers eat anything?
-They don't like what's on their menu.

How are computers like school hallways?
-They both have monitors.

Why did the disk drive become a professional goalie?
-it kept making great saves.

Why did the microprocessor always write form letters?
-It was an impersonal computer.

How do you find a spider on the internet?
-Check out his Web site.

Why shouldn't you take your computer into rush-hour traffic?
-Because it might crash.

How can you tell when a fairy has been using your computer?
-Pixel dust.

Did you hear about the computer with the corrupt hard drive?
-It's backup was worse than its byte.

Why didn't the computer go to the prom?
-She didn't have a data.

What do you call a computer that only types in uppercase?
-Shifty.

Why did the IBM and Apple computers get a divorce?
-They weren't compatible.

How are computers like spies?
-They both work in code.

Who does a baby computer cry for when she's upset?
-Her motherboard.

Where all delinquent disk drive sent?
-To boot camp.

Temporary Resident Visa Fees

2008-05-30T01:00:00.000-03:00

TEMPORARY RESIDENT VISA (TRV) FEES PDF Print
Schedule of Fees for TRV application:

1. Upon filing

Application fee P 1,010.00
*Express processing fee
P 500.00
BI-Clearance P 1,010.00
Total P2,520.00

2.Upon implementation of visa

Passport visa fee P 200.00
Alien Certification of registration (ACR) and form P 1,050.00
Change of status fee P 600.00
Certificate of Residence (Temporary) and form P 1,450.00
Implementation fee P 1,000.00
Legal research fee P 50.00
Head tax P 250.00
*Express processing fee
P 500.00
Total P5,100.00

3.Upon issuance of Special Return Certificate (SRC) and Emigration Clearance Certificate (ECC), Certificate of Exemption (CE) before departure:
Multiple SRC valid for (1) year

ECC
P 700.00
CE (for minors)
P 200.00
SRC and form (1) year P1,450.00
Head tax P 250.00
*Express lane fee P 500.00
Total P3,100.00

Schedule of charges for TRV extension:

1.Upon filing
Application fee P 1,010.00
*Express processing fee
P 500.00
BI-Clearance P 1,010.00
Total
P2,520.00

2.Upon implementation
Extension fee (valid for two years) P3,600.00
Passport visa fee x2 P 400.00
Implementation fee x2 P1,000.00
Service fee x2 P1,000.00
Legal research fee P 40.00
*Express lane fee
P1,000.00
Total
P7,040.00

Alien Certificate of Registration/ACR

2008-05-30T00:58:00.000-03:00

ACR

If you are a foreign national, you need to apply for an Alien Certificate of Registration (ACR), which cost at USD600. The ACR I-Card Project automates the entire process of alien registration and integrates the issuance of various paper-based alien documentations into a microchip-based identification card called the ACR I-Card. You need to obtain the ACR I-Card from the Bureau of Immigration so that there will be no hassle in staying in the Philippines.
The ACR I-Card is a microchip-based credit card-sized identification card issued to registered alien replacing the paper-based ACR. It has an embedded computer chip with biometric security features capable of data management and can be updated electronically. It is fraud and tamper-proof/resistant with the following data:

1.Personal information such as name, age, date of birth, place of birth, etc.
2.Photograph
3. Date and status of admission
4. Visa type granted/date granted/date issued/expiry date
5. Biometric information (2 digitalized fingerprint templates)
6. Signature
7. ACR and ICR/NBCR/CRTV/CRTT/CRTS and CRPE numbers
8. Travel details
9. Payment of immigration fees details

The ACR I-Card likewise serves as the Emigration Clearance Certificate (ECC), Re-entry Permit (RP) and Special Return Certificate (SRC) of the holder upon payment of the required fees. I suggest that you need to visit the Bureau of Immigration here so that the BI’s alien control officer will brief you more about ACR. This is to make sure that you are not violating the rules and guidelines stipulated under the Bureau of Immigration.
“Or you can get married to someone out here”
Lawyer
My lawyer is helping me maintaining my business smoothly and has been there for me in every way. He guided me on the things that I need to know especially on the coverage of the legal matters. Looking for a competent lawyer is something that you need to count on. Be sure that you have an open communication with your Lawyer and avoid creating conflict in order not to mess up your business. Your lawyer can handle two things you will need to install and do business here. A good friend of mine once told me that there is one person important in running your business, and this would be your Lawyer.

Here are two good Laywers I have been working with.
attyvilla@yahoo.com his name is Jess
his name is July

“Find a good Lawyer when you get here and it will pay off a lot”

How to get a 13 (a) Visa

2008-05-30T00:54:00.001-03:00

How to get a 13 (a) Visa or How to get a 13A visa, same thing.

Permanent Resident Visa 13 (a)

I am an alien whose country has an immigration reciprocity agreement with the Philippines. I am also married to a Filipina. Am I qualified to apply for a permanent residence visa?

Yes, under the Philippine Immigration Act of 1940, Section 13 (a) you are eligible for permanent residency in the Philippines. This visa is issued to an alien on the basis of his valid marriage to a Philippine citizen.

To qualify for this visa, the applicant must prove that:

* He contracted a valid marriage with a Philippine citizen.

* The marriage is recognized as valid under existing Philippine laws.

* There is no record of any derogatory information against him in any local or foreign law enforcement agency.

* He is not afflicted with any dangerous, contagious or loathsome disease.

* He has sufficient financial capacity to support a family and will not become a public burden.

* He was allowed entry into the Philippines and was authorized by Immigration authorities to stay.

NOTE: This visa is only available to citizens of a country which grants permanent residence and immigration privileges to Philippine citizens.

How can I apply for 13 (a) visa?

Ask for an application form (Form number RBR 98-01) from the Public Assistance Unit of the Office of the Commissioner Window One (1) or from the Makati Extension Office and accomplish the form properly. If you will be accompanied by your unmarried minor children they must fill up a separate form.

All documents to support your application must be properly certified as true copy. Sworn statements or affidavits should be notarized.

Foreign documents must be duly authenticated by the Philippine Embassy or Consulate at the place where they are issued.

You may submit the duly accomplished application form with the supporting documents to window (1) located at the ground floor of the main building of the Bureau of Immigration or to the Makati Extension Office.

NOTE: Filing fee should first be paid before an application is filed.

Filing Papers for Permanent Resident Visa, 13A , Procedures, Ease, Time Involved

The paperwork involved in applying for the 13(a) visa here is not particularly onerous. There is, however, quite a lot of time involved and visits to various departments to get NBI clearance, Barangay Clearance and statement that you are really living as man and wife, Health clearance/ X-ray, as well as various notarized affidavits regarding your financial capacity to support, etc.The various notaries camped outside the Bureau of Immigration will have all the required affidavits down pat and will type them up for you and notarize them. The costs involved in notarizing are around P50 per sheet of paper, so a few hundred pesos will cover that lot.

After you submit all the paperwork you have to wait for several weeks until you receive the call to attend an interview with your wife. She will be questioned mainly to determine whether she really wants you to be a resident.

After that there will be a further wait of several weeks until the visa is granted after your application is sighted and approved by the Board of Commissioners.

This first application process will grant you a probationary 13(a) visa for one year. You will then have to submit another, simplified, application in one year. The fees are not really excessive, but the process can be a little tiresome and you will need patience.

A Balikbayan visa is only given if you arrive here in the Philippines together with your Philippine spouse. You will have to ask for it so you should approach the immigration counter together. It will allow you to stay for one year without requiring extensions. After that period you must leave the Philippines. You can return the same day and start the process again.

NOTE: That there is no such thing as a yearly visa that you can apply for abroad, similar to Balikbayan. You can apply for a one year validity multiple entry tourist visa. This will enable you to come and go for one year without applying for further visas. You WILL need to extend your stay after 59 days on each visit however, same as for every tourist visa. The three months, or one year, refers to the validity of the visa not the length of stay you will be granted. There are other visas which are outside the scope of this thread and which entail large financial outlays.

In my case I was here on a tourist visa, and renewing every two months. The initial probationary 13(a) visa process took about 3 months and I applied for the permanent 13(a) visa about one month before the expiry of the probationary visa. The processing of the final visa was slightly quicker. There is no need to worry about extending visas once the Bureau of Immigration has your application in hand. Unless of course they reject it for some reason. I have not seen any posts on the various forums about their 13(a) application having been rejected.
Once you have all the paperwork together it is checked anyway before you can submit it and any shortcomings will be pointed out to you so that it is unlikely that you will submit an incomplete application.

submitted Jan 25, 2006 by George

Visa Options

There are a number of visa options for retirees. One program that should be changed, in my opinion, is offered by the Philippine Retirement Authority. Very few foreigners choose Philippine Retirement use it because it requires an investment of $50,000 to $75,000 (U.S.) for a year. There are better ways to retire here without any investment, just small fees. Most retirees consider $50,000 too much to invest in a foreign country with an unstable economy. I would not do it on a bet. The program does have special benefits, but none you can't do without. This plan is under study because the idea of paying a country to spend your hard-earned retirement money in it is not drawing retirees like flies to honey. People don't want to deposit that much to Retire in the Philippines and it is not necessary.
Manila Sunset
Sunset view at the Pier

Retirement Visa, Best in My Opinion

Some retire on a tourist visa. That sounds strange, but is easily done. It costs $20 per month to stay on a tourist visa. The other requirement is that you must leave the country for at least one day, once a year. Though you are officially a tourist, you retire in the Philippines.

Most who are doing this make an annual two-day trip to Hong Kong or Thailand and buy a bunch of cheap electronic goods. A package deal including hotel and transfers costs about $280.

That is probably the best way to retire here, at least at first. Visas to retire in the Philippines, however, if you are married to a Philippine citizen are not necessary. You can become a permanent resident, retired, and not have to check in at the immigration office every two months, but only once a year. You will not be required to pay $40 every two months. And you will not be required to leave the country once a year as on a tourist visa. You are treated as though you have a retirement visa.

Initial Extensions of Visa in Manila

Since I now have been in the PI long enough for the visa I had gotten before I arrived, to nearly expire, I thought any new visitors in my situation Single - not married to a Pilipino) might be interested, and maybe save them some headaches.

You have to get an extension from the Bureau Of Immigration which is in Intramuros. Their hours are listed as 0800 to 1700; except they are closed on holidays.

I arrived there at 0750 and discovered they were already open.

There is a main door to the building, but if you go to the right of it will you find the entrance which you need to go in to get a visitors visa extension.

Tell the guy at the door why you are there and he will give you a form to fill out and you take it to the window with Counter A above it. I did not fill out the form very accurately (which no one seem to care about). At the top of the form it says Indicate 'N/A" if not applicable, to not leave any space blank, an to print all information. It also contains four more instructions which I actually ignored.

FYI: I have seen several posts that said to use the 'Express' window. There was no 'Express' window. Anyone processing, like I did, will find at the end of the first part of the process that they have paid for express processing.

The first half of the form is easy to fill out. - The only line in this part of the form that I didn't fill out precisely was 'Period of Extension Requested: ____ months/ _____days'. I just put down 2 months.

The following questions I put down 'N/A'. They were 'Printed name and Address of Guarantor'; since I said that my 'Status Of Admission Upon Entry' as Visitor. Two-thirds of the way down the form it says for you to (Do Not fill blanks below this lint).

Stapled to the form you are given are two other forms. The smallest tells you which windows to go to, in what order. After you go to Counter A window (and every window after that) I would highly suggest that before you leave any window you ask them where you should go next, because in my case the rest of the instructions were erroneous.

love........

2008-05-29T06:39:00.006-03:00

"SMARTbro SMRT or SMART?"

2008-05-29T05:36:00.004-03:00

After 3rd day of my new internet connection
these are the tips that i get 3days in a row

FIRST TIP: Check your IP address (Smart Bro’s IP address is in the series of 192)
Your IP should not be static.

For 192 series who can’t connect to the internet or browse any website:
1. Open the command prompt and have a ping test;
1A. ping test for GATEWAY : 10.0.0.1
1B. ping test for wireless gateway: 192.168.224.1
2. Check the proxy settings: All of the boxes should have no check.
3. Clear all private data (e.g.: cookies, files, browsing history)

If you still can’t connect to the internet try these:
» Restart your PC and unplug the POE/Motorola adaptor for about 30 seconds, then plug it back.
» Check your IP and try to browse if it works.

SECOND TIP: If your IP address is on series 169:
1. Disable/Enable Local Area Connection/LAN
2. If your IP is still in 169 series, restart your PC and unplug/plug POE/Motorola adaptor for about 30seconds.
3. Check the IP address
4. Check the cable if it’s properly connected
5. Check the proxy settings
6. Try to browse again.

...this info is the same as what we call SCRIPT. They will give you the same information with the same concerns like..."hello??? i have no connection/ My connection fluctuates."
Keep the report number and after 24 hours of no call from them...
try calling them again and still follow the tips i gave and they will command the same things and you will have another report number to keep and ask for a schedule.
The schedule will base on the availability of the linemen.
Expect for a visit and wait.

If you’re so tired in doing those stuff again and again and still you can’t connect to the Internet call... Smart Bro’s Hotline at *1888 so that Smart Bro can check the parameters of your antenna from the Base Station.

Have patience, don’t be mad about the service. These are just machines built by human hands so it’s not perfect same as human beings. Simple but it makes sense. If you get pissed then it's time decide. =)

If you still have concerns, just make a follow up about it by calling Smart Bro’s Hotline at *1888.

Another tip:
instead of their fix request antenna of 10ft. long, make it 20ft. to steal others connection (hahaha) =P

Just hope for the best and be patient because sometimes your connection will be fine and expect sooner or later you will complain again and complain again and again.... hihi =P

you think it's smart? or smrt? =)

The inside feeling

2008-05-28T13:04:00.003-03:00

"why am i still feeling this?
how would i believe that he only likes me?
oh...jealousy.
why can't you go away?
everyday i feel lifeless
thinking that he is happy with the other girls.
awwww...trust is part of commitment
but if i tell him that you don't feel good about it
i'm gonna be the evil one...
then i need to be quiet and just accept what he wants.
i am not special but i do love him.
i thought of one thing... maybe i should start meeting other people
and just do the same thing of what he does
so i could relate to everything
and make everyone a part of my life
hoping that everyday they say hi and give me a hug
give me gifts and sweet words
listen to their stories everyday and wait till they get online...
but... i don't feel like i am secure if i do that.
i only want him everyday
i have no time for others
i just have hi and goodbye.
but with him....it feels like i just wanna stay
just with him...right by his side.
but now...i need to accept that he's the other way around.
i hope i could give him all the time that he wants from them
but men always needs more....
but i am still here...wishing that he will understand
because he said he understands.... girls than boys"
put a bullet in my head =(

A letter to me

2008-05-27T12:51:00.003-03:00

Oh my heart...
why do you have to be so sensitive?
don't you have space to trust?
don't you have strength to hold?
why do you feel heavy?
bursting like an explosion
you didn't know where it came from
you can't explain
no words can bare your reason
no suffering can feel your pain
who is with you now?
do you feel alone?
yes... i know you do.
ask a hug from someone who really cares and love you.

Misunderstood lyrics

2008-05-25T10:54:00.000-03:00

Just for fun

Dolly Parton & Kenny Rogers "Islands in the Stream" / "Ireland's Industry" (thanks to Kyle Carson)

Various Artists "Winter Wonderland" / "Later on we'll perspire, as we sit by the fire" (thanks to Jackie Muir)

Beach Boys "Fun Fun Fun" / "We'll have fun fun fun till her daddy takes the tuba away" (thanks to Ben Deahl / Jacqueline Ogburn)

AC/DC "You Shook Me All Night Long" / "Oh, sh@*, We all die young." (thanks to Jason Muth)

Madonna "La Isla Bonita" / "Last night, I spent all my pesos." (thanks to Des Ballard)

Steve Winwood "Higher Love" / "Bring me an iron lung" (thanks to DSACard)

ELO "Strange Magic" / "Got a strange fat chick" (thanks to AGR32)

Foreigner "Dirty White Boy" / "I'm just a 30-watt bulb" (thanks to Steve Trickett)

Merrilee Rush "Angel in the Morning" / "Just cash my check before you leave me" (thanks to Darrell)

Bon Jovi "You Give Love A Bad Name" / "You Give Love a Brand Name" (thanks to Jim Johnson)

ELO "Evil Woman" / "Midevil Woman" (thanks to Matt Olbert)

Johnny Cash "I Walk The Line" / "I bought the wine" (thanks to Mike Graham)

Alanis Morrissette "You Oughta Know" / "Of the cross-eyed bear that you gave to me"

Huey Lewis & The News "Heart of Rock 'N Roll" / "The Heart of Rock 'N Roll is Topeka" (thanks to John Reves)

Elton John "Tiny Dancer" / "Hold me close - I'm tryin' to dance here" (thanks to Melissa and Peter Klauser)

B-52's "Roam" / "Roam, Nipsey Russell. Roam around the world" (thanks to Melissa and Peter Klauser)

Foreigner "Urgent" / "Virgin" (thanks to Melissa and Peter Klauser)

Belinda Carlisle "I Get Weak" / "I Can't Wink"

Madness "Our House" / "Outhouse"

Rolling Stones "Beast of Burden" / "My Pizza's Burning" (thanks to Carlissa Clements)

Police "Message in a Bottle" / "A Year has passed since I broke my nose" (thanks to Alex Sinton)

Abba "Chiquitita" / "Take your teeth out, tell me what's wrong" (thanks to Phil Klein)

Paul McCartney "Band on the Run" / "Stand on the rug"

K D Lang "Constant Craving" / "God Save Gravy"

Til Tuesday "Voices Carry" / "Bush Is Scary"

Bonnie Tyler "Total Eclipse of the Heart" / "Totally, Clips of the Heart"

Kenny Rogers "Lucille" / "You picked a fine time to leave me, Lucille. 400 Children and a crop in the fields"

Ray Parker Jr. "Ghostbusters" / "Who ya gonna call? Those Bastards!"

John Mellencamp "Authority Song" / "I frighten Dorothy, and Dorothy always wins"

Bobby Fuller Four "I Fought The Law" / "Grape skins rot in the hot sun"

Steve Miller Band "Jet Airliner" / "Ego Jan and the Rhino"

Sir Douglas Quintet "She's About A Mover" / "She's a Bottom Mover"

Michael Jackson "Smooth Criminal" / "Eddie, get your house key"

Starship "We Built This City" / "We built this city on the wrong damn road"

Billy Joel "You May Be Right" / "You make the rice, I'll make the gravy"

Knack "My Sharona" / "Mice Aroma"

U2 "Electrical Storm" / "Electric Mustard"

Steely Dan "Rikki Don't Lose That Number" / "We can all lose that number"

Jimmy Buffett "Margaritaville" / "Stepped on a Pop-Tart"

Creedence Clearwater Revival "Lodi" / "Oh no, suckin' an old eye again"

Dire Straits "Money For Nothing" / "We got the Flintstone Microwave Ovens"

Deep Purple "Smoke on the Water" / "Slow talkin' Walter, the fire engine guy"

Beatles "Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds" / "The girl with colitis goes by"

Police "Spirits in the Material World" / "We are upstairs in the material room"

Beatles "Paperback Writer" / "Pay for that Chrysler"

Elvis Presley "Suspicious Minds" / "We're calling a trout"

Police "Message In A Bottle" / "I'll send an SOS to a squirrel"

Police "Spirits in the Material World" / "Aspirins into my cereal bowl"

Ramones "I Wanna Be Sedated" / "I want a piece of date bread"

Ohio Players "Love Rollercoaster" / "Call the Coast Guard"

Monkees "Daydream Believer" / "Cheer obscene bikinis"

Led Zeppelin "All My Love" / "Olive, my love"

Elvis Presley "Return to Sender" / "Big Bird descender"

Elton John "Tiny Dancer" / "Hold me closer, Tony Danza"

Beatles "Lady Madonna" / "Knee deep in donuts"

Madonna "La Isla Bonita" / "Last night I dreamt of lumbago"

Paul Young "Everytime You Go Away" / "Every time you go away, you take a piece of meat with you"

Steppenwolf "Born to be Wild" / "I like smoking ice cream"

Maria Muldaur "Midnight At the Oasis" / "Midnight after you're wasted"

Beach Boys "California Girls" / "I dig a french bikini on a wild albatross"

Creedence Clearwater Revival "Bad Moon Rising" / "There's a bathroom on the right"

Wham! "Careless Whisper" / "Gimped-up feet ain't got no rhythm"

Bachman Turner Overdrive "Takin' Care of Business" / "Baking carrot biscuits"

Temptations "Papa Was a Rolling Stone" / "And when he died, all he left us was a lawn"

Ace of Base "All That She Wants" / "All that she wants is another bagel"

Santana "Oye Como Va" / "I live on your block"

Aerosmith "Dude Looks Like a Lady" / "Do the lucky lady"

Merrilee Rush "Angel of the Morning" / "Just cross my feet before you leave me"

Merrilee Rush "Angel of the Morning" / "Just smash my jeep before you leave me"

Starland Vocal Band "Afternoon Delight" / "Pineapples in Flight"

MC Hammer "Can't Touch This" / "King Tut Says"

Jimi Hendrix "Purple Haze" / "Excuse me while I kiss this guy"

Van McCoy "The Hustle" / "Use the hacksaw!"

Bee Gees "More Than A Woman" / "Bald-headed woman"

Kim Carnes "Bette Davis Eyes" / "She's got 30 days to die"

Bob Seger "Night Moves" / "Working on a knife wound"

J Geils Band "Freeze Frame" / "Flea Spray"

Who "Pinball Wizard" / "A pinball wizard's got suction cups for wrists"

John Travolta "You're the One That I Want" / "I got shoes, they're made of plywood"

Beach Boys "Good Vibrations" / "Good, good, good, goodbye raisins"

Mike Reno and Ann Wilson "Almost Paradise" / "All those Parrot Eyes"

Culture Club "Karma Chameleon" / "Become a comedian"

Til Tuesday "Voices Carry" / "This is Larry"

Bruce Springsteen "Hungry Heart" / "Everybody's got a hungry horse"

Golden Eye

2008-05-25T10:51:00.000-03:00

still the DIVA!
go tina turner!

It's a heartache

2008-05-25T10:37:00.002-03:00

Bow!
that's the voice....

Junk shop... Scrap Business

2008-05-23T09:15:00.002-03:00

Junk shop is considered by many as a dirty business, I mean it literally, but this is a lucrative business that generates a lot of money both for garbage collectors and junkshop owners.

Things you might need:

Weighing scale is the most important equipment since you are buying all the scrap materials per kilo, except for glass bottles which is paid by piece.
Kariton - maybe you can start with at least 3 then hire some tambay at your neighboor to collect and buy the scrap from house to house.
An open space - to dump all your scrap materials.
List of recycling centers that will collect your scraps. Transactions will usually take weekly or monthly, depending on the amount of scraps that you collected.
Delivery truck - if you plan to collect scraps from neighbooring provinces.

“..The prices of recyclables sold ranged from a low of P.50 per kilo for paper, plastics and cardboards, to as high as P275 for used batteries of vehicles. Used tires with nylon fabric would fetch from P5 to P35 a piece. Materials made of aluminum like soft drink cans, food trays, window frames also sold at P30 to P33 per kilo while metals like copper, zinc and ordinary scrap metals earned from P80 to P90 per kilo.

Plastics, particularly high and low density polyethylene, such as pails, trays, crates, shipping containers, industrial parts, plastic retail bags and garbage bags, sold for P2 to P3.50 per kilo. Polypropylene plastics or materials found in carpet fibers, films, bags, car bumpers, microwave containers beverage cups and toys fetched P3 to P3.50 per kilo…” source: MindaNews

Go Hi-Tech

2008-05-21T00:01:00.002-03:00

Press the button and viola! =)

Better than mine

2008-05-20T06:55:00.005-03:00

Dog-
they have own house and lot.
tax them.
=P

Conserve H2O

2008-05-19T07:46:00.002-03:00

Practical way to water some plants. =)

I don't like

2008-05-18T06:25:00.003-03:00

i don't really know if this is a house or a boat?
it's a good thing they have a door and a roof for the
stairs....???ehh?

Property for sale

2008-05-18T05:45:00.001-03:00

I bet it is! =)

What is important?

2008-05-17T08:41:00.002-03:00

Did you ask your self what's important to you?
Did you try to realize what you really want?
Did you ever asked your self "are you happy?"
what is important to you?
what do you wanna do?
are you happy?

this is the only answer in my mind....
"PROTECT WHAT IS IMPORTANT."

The art of Seduction

2008-05-10T05:39:00.002-03:00

there's nothing you can do...politically, socially or even at home.
men have one weakness... "Sex."becoming a slave of a woman.
woman starts with their mind, keeping a man wanting more...
creating patterns of hope and despair.
"the essence of seduction."

For Cleopatra it's a mean of consolidating an empire. In seduction the woman was no longer a sex object... she'd become an active agent of figure of power.
The film world and media created galaxy of seductive stars and images, we are saturated with the seductive but even if much is change in degree and sculpt the essence of seduction is constant. Never be forceful or direct instead use pleasure as bait. Playing on peoples emotion, stirring desires and confusion, inducing psychological surrender.
In seduction as it is practice today the methods of Cleopatra still hold.

People are constantly trying to influence us, to tells us what to do.
There is a moment in our lives however..when we all act differently "When we are in love." We fall under a kind of spell, our minds are usually preoccupied with our own concerns... now they become filled with thoughts of the love one. We grow emotional, we lose the ability to think straight, acting foolish ways that we would never do otherwise, if this goes on long enough... something inside us gives way. We surrender to the will of the loved one and to our desire to posses them.

Seducers are people who understand the tremendous power contained in such moments of surrender. They analyze what happens when people are in love, study the psychological components of the process. What spurs the imagination, what cast a spell.
By instinct and through practice they master the art of making people fall in love.
As the first seductresses knew It is much more effective to create love than lust. A person in love is emotional, pliable and easily misled. The origin of the word seduction is a Latin for "to lead astray." A person in lust is harder to control and once satisfied may easily leave you. Seducers take their time create enchantment and the bonds of love. So that when sex's in use it only further and slaves the victim. Creating love and enchantment becomes the model for all seductions...SEXUAL, SOCIAL, POLITICAL.A person in love will surrender.

It is pointless to try argue against such power. To imagine that you are not interested in it or that it is evil and ugly.the harder you try to resist the lure of seduction as an idea as a form of power the more you will find your self fascinated. The reason is simple...most of us have known the power of having someone fall in love with us. Our actions, gestures, the things we say all have positive effects on this person. We may not completely understand what we have done right... but this feeling of power is intoxicating...it gives us confidence which makes us more seductive. We may also experience this in a social or work setting. One day, we're in our elevated mood and people seem more responsive, more charmed by us. Nobody likes to feel awkward or timid or unable to reach people. Power is irresistible and nothing would bring you more power in the modern world than the ability to seduce. To have such Power doesn't require a total transformation in your character or any kind of physical improvement in your looks. Seduction is the game of psychology not beauty. And it's within the grasp of any person .to become a master of the game...all that is required is that you look at the world differently through the eyes of the seducer. A seducer doesn't turn the power off and on. Every social and personal interaction is seen as a potential seduction.there is never a moment to waste this is so for several reasons the power seducers have over a man or woman works in social environments because they've learned how to tone down the sexual elements without getting rid of it. we may think that we see through them...but they're so pleasant to be around anyway that it doesn't matter. trying to divide your life in the moments in which you seduce and others in which you hold back...will only confuse and constrain you.

advice people:
better to give free range to your skills than to try to use them only in the bedroom.
seducers have a warrior outlook in life.
and i am a warrior =P

Lauryn talked to me today

2008-05-10T02:05:00.004-03:00

For those who want to read this

Rotating bodies, confusion of sound Negative imagery, holding us downSocial delusion, clearly constructed Human condition, morals corrupted Trapped in reaction, lawlessness war Dissatisfaction from bowels to core Devil’s technology, strategy for Human mythologies, urban folklore Sick of psychology, counterfeit cure Wicked theology, robbing the poor Scheme demonology mislead the pure Strictly strategically studying war Light shown in darkness, image exposedFew can see through the new emperor’s clothes Lustful this hustle turn humans to hoesWhen the blind lead the blind Just more trouble and woesIt’s the mind that they choseIts designed to stay closed Standard of jokers, court just a logic Sick looking cosmics, from schoolyards to college

Primitive man with civilize knowledge System collapse and he still won’t acknowledge
God is the saviour, studies behavior Trying to fix the mix mind that he gave ya Stiff-necked scholars on prescription meds Wishing their problems were all in their heads Morale dilemma, pride is the root Misguided from youth, heart divided from truth Egyptians and Grecians, spiritually dead Imperially led, by the gods in their heads

Motives and thoughts
Industrial wealth Global economy, in it for self Heart full of madness, covered with kindPleasure designed to take over your mindFurnished in godliness, painted in goodThis tainted priesthood got real saints misunderstood While classes in government, set up the veilAnd cultivate minds for more mythical talesTypical Hollywood follies good girl While vice and corruption take over the world

Motives and thoughts Check your motives and thoughts
Blind with the wickedness, deep in your heart Modern day wickedness is all you’ve been taughtLied to your neighbors, so you get ahead Modern day trickery is all you’ve been fed.

I bow to HUMBLENESS

2008-05-07T23:37:00.003-03:00

I believe in what i feel
it's to strong.
it might lead me to a wrong direction
but i have my ear to listen to all creation.

"NAMASTE."
"When you are in that place in you, and I am in that place in me, we are One."

How hard to lock a cage?

2008-05-07T22:51:00.003-03:00

you need to focus on how sexy you will open and close a cage.
you need to act cute in front of your love even if it's pissing you off already.
you need to think..."i hope he'll help me" =) hihi

What can i do?

2008-05-07T11:23:00.000-03:00

My spirit is walking away...but i'm still here, holding on.

sad to be sad

2008-05-07T09:39:00.002-03:00

Now!

2008-05-07T08:47:00.003-03:00

Why does everything gets so evil when you're in need?
Another day of sadness...
another day of loneliness...
i'm trapped in this box again and wanting to explode.
I guess everybody knows why.
it's all about money!!!!!!! MONNNNNNEY!!!
I just don't wanna give money a reason to ruin my brain...
i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it.
i wanna be with him...NOW!!!!!

Where should i look?

2008-05-06T09:45:00.007-03:00

when i get to my self after you left
everything really feels so wrong....
everyday is getting tough and sad.
looking down, i saw a big hole
it's dark and empty
I think it's deep and i know i can find something
even if it's below.
looking straight, i have to cry...
because everything reminds me of you.
but no one can compete with what i feel about you
it's to powerful
it will always stay.

Pain2

2008-05-06T06:52:00.003-03:00

...dark images surrounds my brain.
evil thoughts wants to remove the pain.
scratches everywhere....
plans going nowhere.
the heart wants to freeze
getting it warm
but the feelings to strong.
i just hope i could smile the next day
and get out of this dark spot and fly away
because....
it's so painful.

Pain

2008-05-06T06:11:00.008-03:00

Yesterday...i thought i was happy.
Behind that...there's something i should know...
to hard to understand because i have no id.

i bow my head and feel my heart as i cry every pain inside.
when will i stop..i'm tired.
i just need a real love...
something i could call mine.
Oh......
It happened again,
same dilemma.
How sad this could be?
no place to stay, no one to be with.
alone again

For you

2008-05-05T21:54:00.004-03:00

For you I give a lifetime of stability Anything you want of me, nothing is impossible For you, there are no words or ways to show my love Or all the thoughts I'm thinking of Cause this life is no good alone Since we've become one, I've made a change
Everything I do now, makes sense All roads end, all I do is for you
For you I share the cup of love that overflows And anyone who knows us knows
I would change all faults I have, For you there is no low or high or in between
Of my heart that you haven't seen Cause I share all I have and am
Nothing I've said's hard to understand All I feel I feel deeper still, and always will
All this love is for you
Every note that I play, every word I might say Every melody I feel
Are only for you and your appeal Every page that I write, every day of my life
Would not be filled with without the things That my love for you now brings
For you I make the promise of fidelity Now and for eternity
No one could replace this vow
For you, I'd take take your hand heart And everything And add to them a wedding ring
Cause this life is no good alone Since we've become one you're all I've known
And if this feeling should leave, I'd die And here's why, all I am is for you
Everything i do now makes sense All roads end, all I do, Is for you

2008-05-05T21:51:00.001-03:00

Thank you so much for relaxing my heart from missing my dear.

The most important thing in life.

2008-05-05T07:53:00.001-03:00

I love you....

My Broken Heart

2008-05-05T07:28:00.001-03:00

Don't ever give up
if you still want to try,
don't ever wipe your tears
if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer
if you still want to know.

Don't ever say you don't love him
if you can't let him go.

You said you didn't want to see me get hurt,
so does that mean you closed
your eyes when I cried?

Don't say we're not right for each other,
the way I see it,
we're not meant for anyone else.

If the truth was told instead of a lie,
then the pain would go away sooner
and not hurt as much.
It really hurts when you
expected so much more
from the person you once loved so much.

Falling in love is awfully simple,
but falling out of love is simply awful.

I wish I was a kid again,
because skinned knees
are easier to fix then broken hearts.

Oftentimes we say goodbye
to the person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean that we've
stopped loving them or
we've stopped to care.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way
to say I love you.

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